Different Now ft. Ay3K Lyrics

Lately, I've been gettin' no sleep

I need you to hold me

Colors that you showed me

Feel like you don't want me

Feelin' like I can't breathe

You said that you won't leave

Feelin' like I can't breathe

Sit back, I'm thinkin' about how this shit really could've been

Can you keep me company? I really don't have many friends

Can you please hold onto me? I really wish this wouldn't end

I know I don't wanna fall for you

Cause I know that you'll leave again

Lately, I've been gettin' no sleep

I need you to hold me

Colors that you showed me

Feel like you don't want me

I don't wanna fall because you'll leave again

Not stuck in the past, but can't help to ask

What we could've been

Why we ain't work it out

I care about you, so I ask if we can work it out

Cycle feelin' endless and I'm tired of the turnaround

Take my heart off my chest, think I left it in the lost and found

Things feel different now

Can't say I'm trippin' out

I lose my mind sometimes and I feel like I'm tweakin' out

Wishing you was here right by my side, but you ain't stick it out

Heard that that love can knock you out, but this a different round

Needed you to stay with me

Feel like you failed me, why'd you up and leave

Can't you see what all this pain you caused to me

Tryin' to move on and do what's best for me

Is it meant to be

But lately, I've been gettin' no sleep

I need you to hold me

Colors that you showed me

Feel like you don't want me

Feelin' like I can't breathe

You say that you won't leave

Lately, I've been getting no sleep

I need you to hold me

Colors that you showed me

Feel like you don't want me

Feelin' like I can't breathe

You say that you won't leave

Feel it in my mind and in my soul

I need to talk it out

Know that I messed up

I feel like stuff is gon' be different now

I ain't wanna lose you

So I had to pick a different route

Takin' out this plan

I put forsods inside my fuckin' ground

I love it and see it

You know I'ma beat it

I'm takin' this weight on my shoulder

I'm bleedin

You offered your heart

Now I need it and see it

I'm stressin' and hurtin

And you're gon' feel it

I told you I love you

But I couldn't see it

I dive in your water

And love what you see

I take you to dinner

But I didn't eat

I saw you so happy

But I didn't have cheese

I'm hopin' you know what you mean to me

I'm sorry for all of the times I was mean

I'm sippin' this cup with woulda thought it was lean

I'm prayin' for love and prayin' for peace

Woulda thought that we ran in the way with each other

I promise I would not be fuckin' no other

We're lookin' for love that's similar mama

I promise that I will not switch on my brother

SB that's my dog

You know that I love him

If they're not with me then I'ma say fuck em

I pray to my God I hope I don't bust em

Damn

I wish I had a way to make these voices shut the fuck up

Got me goin' crazy

Swear to God like mothafucka

I got all my niggas with me

You know we gon' wind up

I'ma make the pussy drip or drown

Like I'm Gunna

I can never stress my nigga

I be smokin' Gunja

Got locked up about it

I slow down on marijuana

Lately I been getting no sleep

I need you to hold me colors that you show me feel like you don't want me

Feeling like I can't breathe you said that you won't leave