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I'm sitting by your bed reminiscing counting every second

You ain’t talking but you’re lecturing your final lesson

You struggling to breath is teaching me to count my blessings

Lesson learned you’re taking your last breath and yes its breathing life in my direction

Once again I’m wheezing singing feeling like my heart is bleeding

We’d done sung this song before my Lord it’s hard just to breath in

Grieving even tho I know this may be the last time I see him

Just take him home and set him free and

I’m looking up to God and I’m trying to make sense

He's struggling to take his next breath

And I don't wanna say goodbye yet

But I don’t wanna see him like this

Dear God I don’t wanna see him like this

I don’t wanna see him like this

I don’t wanna see him like this

I don’t wanna see him like this

I’m looking at your casket asking questions feeling wrecked all inside

I lean to touch your ice cold body that I do not recognize

I look at your wife and see your kids loving each other despise

This is the closest we ever been roped in these family ties

See one has died and gone on I wish he’d open his eyes

And see his life and death was used as an instrument to revive

Our family tree and the broken things that had us stressing inside

A tragedy or just a blessed disguise

And now I’m looking up to God and I’m trying to make sense

He finally done took his last breath

And I didn't wanna say goodbye yet

But I don’t wanna see him like this

Dear God I don’t wanna see him like this

I don’t wanna see him like this

I don’t wanna see him like this

I don’t wanna see him like this

To all my family out here suffering asking questions and wondering

What’s the point of this life do we live and die where’s my comfort in that

Well the fact that we can see them again

But pain free with no disease we even free from the sin

But in the meantime In between time we’ll be weeping for them

These memories will keep our family’s heart beating again

I went from him to saying them I know because life does change

Table for two because grandma’s on her way

And now I’m looking up to God and I’m trying to make sense

Last night she took her last breath

And I didn’t wanna say goodbye yet

Lord I don’t wanna feel like this

Dear God I don’t wanna feel like this

I don’t wanna feel like this

I don’t wanna feel like this

I don’t wanna feel like this

I don’t wanna feel like this

I don’t wanna feel like this