HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU ft. Jonathan Thulin Lyrics

I remember how I prayed for hours on my knees in the shower

Begging you to set me free to be anybody else but me

But Being me just wasn't biblical I took it literal

Trying hard just to be loved but trying hard wasn't enough

You wanted all of me and I gave myself up faithfully

Arguing about my destiny it was tiring

No I never got to choose

you called it loved but it was just abuse

when all I really wanted was the truth

I thought "what's the use"

Imagine being told that the god that created the heavens and earth

loves everyone but he doesn't love you

I'd be worthy if I'd only change from my selfish ways

you were jealous of my heart when you already tore it apart

Did I really have to give me up just to earn your Love

Damn it just doesn't feel fair

Had to kill myself for you to care

You said there was power in your name

But I just didn't wanna burn in flames

I hung on because of fear and shame

Tell me what you gained

It was really hard to comprehend

That you would rather see me die instead

Than be the person that I really am

It's a mind fuck, damn