why? ft. Lil Spacy Lyrics

Hey, how's it going?

Eighteen years hoping for change yeah I know it

One year has passed where I should get a focus and

I just keep going and going and going with no sense

Hopeless

Every damn thing that I've focused

People are just telling me to destroy it my faith, die

Tell me, why

Do I cry

Every time has destroyed my faith in light

Why do I keep telling her that everything's alright?

Why can't I just be myself, I really fear that she might go?

Right. I keep telling my head that it's fine, it's fine, it's fine

I just need that validation

Too bad that I can't just end all my days and

Just leave my family behind

My friends won't mind

Please realize that I won't be alright

Fucking my head daily there's no way to escape it

Every mirror in my room yeah I just wanted to break it

Every time I see a bottle yeah I just wanna take it

Every time I see me crying I just wanna erase it

Fuck ATRXX, you're just a better me

Why can't you just really be like me?

I hate myself

There's no help

Let me drown

Let me break

What's the point of living, lately I've been feeling shitty

Yeah I'm always fucking tripping, yeah I'm always fucking sipping

I'm insane you can't dismiss it, so much pain I'm feeling dizzy

All these drugs they got me spinning, feels like I am never winning

Neue sins every day

Es ist schlimm, zu viel pain

Ich glaub ich werd' bald insane

Demons reden in meinem brain (yuh)

Flüstern in mein Ohr und sagen du bist jedem wayne

Hab kein Bock zu leben, ay ich quitte dieses game

Drugs took over, nie mehr sober

Fühle keinen von euch motherfuckern, bin ein loner

Welt voller NPC's, deshalb ziehe ich Chemie

Hab' kein Bock auf eure Scheiße, guckt mal nicht so schief

Ich hab negative Energie, bin im Loch ja viel zu tief

Nimm' die Drogen dass ich flieg', mein Gehirn ist inaktiv

Ich bin fucking depressiv

Bitte halte Abstand von mir, denn mir geht es grade mies

Fuck, ich hab' kein Bock auf den shit

Fuck, ich werd' bekloppt fuck ich trip'

Was hat dieses life für ein' Sinn

Kann nicht mehr ich hoff' ich sterb' quick

I want to die

Don't want to fucking cry

I'm not fucking alright

I might end my fucking life

Fuck, it's too deep

Should I go? Should I leave?

Am I fine? Do I need

Just to sleep, just to sleep?

Stop, what am I doing?

It's driving me crazy, I just can't undo it

I'm hopeless why I can't just be like the person

That I've slowly built up from ashes and dirt I should know it

Time has destroyed my faith in light

Why do I keep telling her that everything's alright?

Why can't I just be myself, I really fear that she might go?

Right. I keep telling my head that it's fine, it's fine, it's fine

I just need that validation

Too bad that I can't just end all my days and

Just leave my family behind

My friends won't mind

Please realize that I won't be alright

Fucking my head daily there's no way to escape it

Every mirror in my room yeah I just wanted to break it

Every time I see a bottle yeah I just wanna take it

Every time I see me crying I just wanna erase it

Fuck ATRXX, you're just a better me

Why can't you just really be like me?

I hate myself

There's no help

Let me drown

Let me -

Break