alate.mp3 Lyrics

See the pain in my eyes, see the pride in my lies Realign, realize that there's more to my disguise

Lost my mind so many times, lost sight of I, lost sight of light

If I could only see my destiny

then maybe I could find

a better fucking path to wander

I'm stumbling over nothing, or something

the darkness has overcome him

He moving further from comfort, he must be off of the shits

He left his wits for the blunt and he left his bitch for another

It seems to me that recently there seems to be a disconnect

Like everyone and everything is only waiting for what's next

We're plugged into the fucking system, it's so hard to catch a breath

Feel the pressure 'round our necks just so that we can cash a check

Well I'm tired of feeling hopeless and wallowing in emotions

I'm tired of losing focus and falling into your notions

Helpless, hopeless and devoted, stressing over what's been over with

Under the overwatch of assumptive, reluctant pessimist

Well this cannot be heaven or hell, not how I heard the story

This is not purgatory, I'm way too far from my forties

You see, I see no retreat, ain't nobody waiting for me

Well if only I was there for me, if only I ain't ignore me

You say you love me, then show me, you say you uppin don't hold me

I got a thousand fucking demons, I don't wanna be lonely

And all around us, scattered pieces to this pocket of posies

I put the puzzle together, so why the picture look phony and fuzzy

Fuck it, I'ma frame this image and place it there in the distance

'Til somehow I see the picture of what's left of a blurry mess

A message from someone clever, a message that can't be read

I squinted till I seen it, then it weighed it upon my chest

What's next could only be blessings, perspective is what it said without saying it

Got a hand, gotta play it, then I was dealt what I came here with

This is hell in a greater sense, since I left I've been gone till the latest tense

Tricky situations, shifty dreams I've been playing with

With ya team, what you saying then

Gotta beam for your cadences

Brought a bean and a razor

So I could break it and face it, my homie made me a playlist for this specific occasion

So I'ma play it, fuck it, we bumping this function off of the pavement

Fuck your foundation and whatever you banging

I came out, then I came in without a doubt, leave them nameless

I'm loose-laced in the races, you wanted fame so you famous

You wanted fame to be painless, you see the picture so paint it