awesome party, reprise! Lyrics

Well it's a cool cool party

Thanks for telling me

To come back to your house

That we grew up in so many years ago

And it seems I don't quite know

How to talk to you now

Well it's a cool cool party

Seems that I'm back here again

Where I told myself I'd never be

And you had always hoped I be

And hey, it's really not my place

To say you look okay

You seem okay

Well it's a cool cool party

And your hair has gotten long

And if you're so sad about me, prove it

I have, I'm writing you a song

But It's not for you

I'll say that it's not for you

No, it's not for you

It's a cool cool party

I've never been good at sentiments

But all your friends from middle school

They cling to you like sedimentary dust

It's elementary lust, but I was never good in class

And you still kiss my ass

Things don't change at all that much

Nobody's new, we're just grown up

And your hand on my wrist still feels the same

I guess nothing's ever quite the same

But who are you to take the blame

I'm dizzy and I wanna change my name

But I've already done that

I wanna use a big word in the next verse

Like "infectious"

Something that bites, like you bit

It could be a sort of metaphor

For how you make me feel sick

Or a simile: as a virus, like an illness

But you weren't an illness

And I don't know that many big words

So instead I'll just talk like I know what I'm saying

And you'll like that

I'll get louder and louder

And maybe I'll even yell

And maybe you'll turn down your headphones

Or maybe you'll crank them up

And let me yell at you

Things don't change at all that much

You're still wearing the same sneakers

I still smoke the same cigarettes

I guess nothing's ever quite the same

But you're still too thin and I still can't breathe

Maybe tonight I'll leave

And I won't come back again

But I know I will

Well it's a cool cool party

And the trashcan's getting full

You are the titanic, and I am jumping off the hull into the sea

And I know that I could never feel it more

It's that rare addictive feeling

I can't buy at any store

But I don't love you

No, I don't love you

I don't love you anymore

I don't love you anymore

I don't love you anymore

I don't love you anymore

I don't love you anymore