Private Jet Lyrics

To tell the truth and tell a lie yet

I talk to God, he ain't reply yet

And I confess, I'm slowly waiting to be blessed I never talk about my stress

But is it running on my mind? Yes

Uh do I got pain inside my eyes? Yes

And do I feel like I won't make it with these rhymes? Yes

Too many times I see my mama trying to cry I take that risk cause if it pay off

She'll be crying on a private jet, uh And as my dreams unfold

I always hated saying dreams I'd rather see them as goals

Wishing I could pull the strings I like to be in control

This self doubt been slowly killing me It's taking a toll

Been on the road And I can't see which way I'm going

All I know is I'm getting farther from where I was

I was always told that you get respect if you show it

But that was showing respect and my name got thrown in the mud

That shit fucked up

But I'm still fighting, I'm like, what's up?

Show them where I started so they never say I lucked up

This is years of dedication

And a couple in the making

Waited on my life just for that moment they can say I made it, yeah

And when I'm finally running laps

I don't wanna see no one who passed on me double back

I accept that I can never hold a grudge I'm holding back

But if you playing with my cards them that's some shit that I can't jack

I keep it real

You know they make it hard these days to tell the difference

From who real and who fake

It's hard to separate but

Every step I take I feel like I'm getting closer

I just can't turn my back on this shit

Yeah, I was established in 2005 Been on the grind since I've been alive

And ever since I started rapping I've been seeing signs

From people who would always tell me they was on my side

I guess when you shine like a star You gotta realign

And realize you gotta use your intuition Your prior knowledge

Gon help you when demons pay you a visit Feeling like Tom Cruise with this mic

I've been on a mission I'm painting my perfect image

My trigger finger been itching to blow I ain't letting it go

And I don't mean to disrespect But I'm just letting them know

There ain't too many on my level Everybody below

And I'm the realest in my city From the head to the toe

The only thing that I know