Restless Lyrics

I'm terrified to see you

Hiding in the darkness

Colder when it's twilight

And I've been feeling restless

I'm bleeding, I'm screaming

I'm bleeding, I've been feeling restless

I'm bleeding, I'm screaming

I'm bleeding, hiding in the darkness

Twenty years I've been feeling like this

I've been on the scene like this

I don't really feel like this

But I feel like this when I feel like this

Guess I missed the feeling, of feeling my feelings

I been in a cage match, beating my demons

I been in a rage match, drinking my feelings

Until I'm hanging from the ceiling and I'm dreaming of killing

I ain't on the fairway, I've been in the rough

I ain't on the main road, I've been in a rut

Post-traumatic weighing on me, feel it in my gut

And this drink has been weighing on me, cement up in the cup

Crippling depression, no C-walk

Drunk up in my blood, no B-walk

Feel it in your voice when we talk

Running out of time, no G-shock

I'm terrified to see you

Hiding in the darkness

Colder when it's twilight

I've been feeling restless

I'm bleeding, I'm screaming

I'm bleeding, I've been feeling restless

I'm bleeding, I'm screaming

I'm bleeding, hiding in the darkness

Twenty years I've been dealing with this

Don't know why I'm feeling like this

I no longer feel your kiss

I just feel this pain in the rain, ah shit

Guess I really changed off you

Guess I put the blame on you

Spark to a flame, we grew

Until you chose to leave my life, bless you, ah choo

I was down for life, don't fold

Wedding and some kids grow old

Heart went cold, gone froze

Left me at my lowest, that's low

How could you just change, thought we'd keep it though the same

Stay up in your lane, real talk no games

Left me looking stupid, had me feeling so ashamed

Thought you loved me to the end, broke my heart, like its a game

I'm terrified to see you

Hiding in the darkness

Colder when it's twilight

And I've been feeling restless

I'm bleeding, I'm screaming

I'm bleeding, I've been feeling restless

I'm bleeding, I'm screaming

I'm bleeding, hiding in the darkness