El Nino ft. Bayzl Lyrics

So much pain

Locked in those eyes

Will it change

As time goes by

We don't know

But we can try

To fight the flame

When it rains

An angel cries

Lost your way

Now ya traumatized

You're not alone

Just ease yo mind

We'll find a way

Mama, I know the world turned its back

You grew up dirt poor

Wit Jim Crow to be exact

Wit under funded schools

And, separate restrooms

And, water fountains too

There were scars on ya back

From our ancestors pain

I know you had dreams

Mama you ain't gotta say

You tried to be a nurse

But that dream slipped away

The friction from the world

Turned a ember to a flame

And it was fueled by the rage

Of what could've been

The lack of help

Just for the color of ya skin

So much anger

Mama please don't hold it in

You drown ya thoughts in a six pack now and then

Until your drunk

Throwing up on the couch again

Now you're yelling at Tee

To clean the house again

It's not you

It's the trauma trapped deep within

Self hate is the system that they keep us in

Mama let us in

Please

So much pain

Locked in those eyes

Will it change

As time goes by

We don't know

But we can try

To fight the flame

When it rains

An angel cries

Lost your way

Now ya traumatized

You're not alone

Just ease yo mind

We'll find a way

You and I sittin' on the porch in the summer

Listening to Warren G

Until the moon come up

Swimming pools

Barbecues

The whole block love ya

When you smile I swear to god

You nullify the struggle

I wish I could live in these memories

I'll pay the rent just so I can see

The mama that I used to know

No silver spoon

But a heart of gold

Things changed when you lost control

I grew up

You not the boss no mo

I found peace and you lost ya soul

I'm ya son

I should never have to walk alone

I came undone when I heard you were tossin' stones

And hopin' that I fail

And spreadin' false tales

And tellin' family members that I'm really in debt

And that's the only reason why I'm living how I'm living

My blessings brought up all your past trauma

You were triggered

I get it

We will find a way yeah

We will find a way

We will fight the flame yeah

We will fight the flame

We will find a way yeah

We will find a way

We will fight the flame yeah

We will fight the flame

We will find

find a way

I wanna go back to those El Nino summers

The life we had was beautiful

The money didn't matter

I wanna go back

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I wanna go Back

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