NADIR Lyrics

Trapped underneath a cold and shimmering

veil of lead

Invisible yet slowly drowning

Tied to a stone on the riverbed

A wilted rose fading in crescent moonlight

Hits the stream

The winter current pulls me under

Still yet unseen

Etching my errors

The crimson comforts me

Briefly pulls me out

Of the blackened sea

I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't talk, I can't think

Silently choking

I can't see, I can't breathe, I'm so numb, can't you see

My soul withdrawing

I know I'm playing with fire

I just no longer have the desire

I'm here the wheels are turning

But sweet release has me yearning

Staring down upon a rusted blade

the mirrors reflection of

the candlelight, provides no warmth

confusion setting in

Trapped in a room filled with hellish chatter

with nobody to be seen

I haven't felt like like myself, for what appears to be eternity

I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't talk, I can't think

Silently choking

I can't see, I can't breathe, I'm so numb, can't you see

My soul withdrawing

Fading, to grey, it's never ending

Clasping onto thorns just to feel something

I know I'm playing with fire

I just no longer have the desire

I'm here the wheels are turning

But sweet release has me yearning

Fading to grey

Fading to grey

Fading to grey

Fuck your pity

The picture obscene

It must be a dream

The colours leaving

I'm yearning for sleep

Fading to grey

Fading to grey

Fading to grey

I just want to sleep

I know I'm playing with fire

I just no longer have the desire

I'm here the wheels are turning

But sweet release has me yearning

Lustrous patterns, strewn across the bathroom walls

Staring into the cracked mirror

No reflection of me at all

I have managed to escape my fate

Immersed in a guilty sea

Collapsed onto the floor I remain

My own worst enemy