FLOWERS & FAME Lyrics

Last week the flowers died you know the ones that you got me

I know I should've watered them for that I'm so sorry

I never thought about it

I never thought about it

I guess I hoped they'd stay the same like the ones inside my brain

But the petals falling down like a cold November rain

I never thought about it

I never thought about it

I wish I could hold you now and take away the pain

but I'm the cause of broken hearts and for that I cannot stay

I'm crying tryna find a home scroll for hours through my phone

Praying one day you'll come back cause I can't stand to be alone

Talking to my therapist since I made a mess of this

Cleaning up my room again cause I can't seem to find my shit

Smoking all the pain away everyday into the grave

Tryna find a reason to leave because I can't stay

Fame

Why does everybody in the world want Fame?

Is it something special for all to know your name?

Is it human nature fabrication?

I can't complain

Fame

Why does everybody in the world want it?

I'm up late night I'm writing rhymes

Bout a hundred lines

Throw the paper out about a hundred times

Man I'm on the grind I'm feeling stupid tired,

But I gotta make some shit to make it out

And I gotta wake and bake get off the couch

Fames the thing we're chasing but to what amount?

Filling up your bank and into what account?

Something round about a couple hundred thou-

And I never had a dollar to my name

And I never wanted anything but fame

Someone told me that I couldn't be contained

In a simple situation conversations overflowing

Educations all in a similar sort of way

Ending up on a familiar sort of page

In the book of Life or in the book of Pain?