Rational Lyrics

You see this smile on my face

It don't mean i'm not in pain

It's not easy trying to hide these demons

Day after day

It's hard to be rational

I want to take flights international

But I'll have to pass I'm stuck in the past

With emotional baggage though

It weighs me down

It's easy to say that it doesn't when you go and break me down

Right when I decided that i couldn't stay you hate me now

Your words are like bullets you're aiming that gun

And you take me out

You drive me insane to get a reaction

You said that I'm crazy how

I like to think I'm an optimist

How i came up from the rocks and shit

I got more green than a botanist

I see everything I'm an oculus

That's why I'm quick to drop a bitch

I'll hop on a stage and I'll rock the shit

Use it as fuel I'm a rocket ship

Let's go let's go

I'll blast off

You fuck with me now girl back off

You didn't want me when i wasn't nothing

But right now I'm building a castle

I know I'm an asshole

Honestly I really don't give a fuck

I'm doing this for the family

Fuck everybody else

I'm leaving them in the dust

You see this smile on my face

It don't mean I'm not in pain

It's not easy trying to hide these demons

Day after day

It's hard to be rational

I want to take flights international

But I'll have to pass I'm stuck in the past

With emotional baggage though

You see this smile on my face

It don't mean I'm not in pain

It's not easy trying to hide these demons

Day after day

It's hard to be rational

I want to take flights international

But I'll have to pass I'm stuck in the past

With emotional baggage though

It weighs me down