Product Of Karma Lyrics

Losing interest in life

Promise I aint suicidal but im ready to die

Keep asking why huh

Like I don't know the reasons

I know a part of me accepted what I wish I defeated

Im still the same

I feel like its a bad thing

Been loyal to my roots, simultaneously adapting

Looking for that sweet spot

Like a bat swing

Running til my knees pop

What could that mean?

Maybe if I learned some proper love I wouldn't hate so

Maybe if I learn to give a fuck I could relate to

Maybe I should grow up

Maybe I should grow up

Maybe im a product of karma I took the blame for

Maybe none of this is my fault & I need to pray more

Maybe I should grow up

Maybe I should grow up

Cause life aint never pay me no mind

This bitch keep on giving me problems

Since day one, they made one, been holding on to the trauma

I can't front I got stuck on the idea to pop em

They sold me stories about heaven but im stuck at the bottom

So watch me reach it on my own

Quiero estar en paz y nada mas seguir mi corazon

Nunca vale la pena, todo que siento se pega,

Mis dias como chiquito y los de mas que me quedan

Been making me feel like I really shouldn't hate so

Maybe if I learn to give a fuck I could relate to

Maybe I should grow up

Maybe I should grow up

Maybe im a product of karma I took the blame for

Maybe none of this is my fault & I need to pray more

Maybe I should grow up

Maybe I should grow up

Im fucking sick of this filter

Been holding on to so much shit I watched my soul turn to litter

Don't fucking ask why im bitter, bitch imma keep it a buck

These back-to-back betrayals from the only people I've loved

It fucking sucks huh?

Never knowing what's real

Question everything that's given I don't know how to feel

I need some time alone im stressing thats my only appeal

Don't wanna hurt them too impulsive make me go for the kill,

I search for balance, probably die if I ain't learn how to chill

Probably have a better life if all my won'ts turn to wills

But I won't let them back inside I swear that door has been sealed

Yeah my brain im healing it still

So watch me do this on my own

Quiero estar en paz y nada mas seguir mi corazón

Nunca vale la pena, todo que siento se pega,

Mis dias como chiquitio y los de mas queue me quedan

Been making me feel like I really shouldn't hate so

Maybe if I learn to give a fuck I could relate to

Maybe I should grow up

Maybe I should grow up

Maybe im a product of karma I took the blame for

Maybe none of this is my fault & I need to pray more

Maybe I should grow up

Maybe I should grow up