Winter Depression Circa 2011 Lyrics

Back then

I didn't feel right

Cold and dark

Made me wanna hide

I poisoned my insides

I was numb

Not in my right mind

Didn't care

If I lived or died

I just wanted

to be saved

I was so

Filled with rage

Drowning in my

Own mistakes

(Drowning in my

Own mistakes)

Collapsing under

Secret burdens

Bearing a hidden weight

On my shoulders

I'd never be the same

I felt the shame

I felt the shame

Barely alive

But still living

A poor excuse

Of existence

A double life

Cloaked by the night

I couldn't wait

For my 9 o'clock date

Preparing for

My getaway

A nightly routine

That took me away

To hide from

The depths of my mind

I was fine

I was fine

I just wanted

To be saved

I was so

Filled with rage

Drowning in my

Own mistakes

(Drowning in my

Own mistakes)

Collapsing under

Secret burdens

Bearing a hidden weight

On my shoulders

I'd never be the same

I felt the shame

I felt the shame

Bearing a hidden weight

On my shoulders

I'd never be the same

I felt the shame

I felt the shame

I felt the shame

I felt the shame