Not Ok Anymore Lyrics

I don't think I'm ok anymore

As I take these pills and lie on the floor

The time passes by, now someone's at my door

They're telling me "Please answer the door, the phone"

"Let someone know that you're at home"

But I'd rather be high and alone

Cuz I don't wanna live in this cold world anymore

Take all these pain pills

Maybe overdosing is the only that I'll be killed

Popping, maybe toking, maybe that's the way I'll get high

Paranoid, I'm toting Glocks

Looking for my next high

Hopping on the road, crash the car, commit suicide

See my lean spilled out on the road

Kids, don't drink and drive

So lit, I might fucking die

I might commit homicide

If a nigga fucking wit my fam or friends, they gon fucking die

Pour that codeine up, think I poured too much

Now I'm so fucked up

Now I can't move thing and the devil shows up

She's wearing a Prada ring, telling me "give up"

I don't think I'm ok anymore

As I take these pills and lie on the floor

The time passes by, now someone's at my door

They're telling me "Please answer the door, the phone"

"Let someone know that you're at home"

But I'd rather be high and alone

Cuz I don't wanna live in this cold world anymore

Hear the voices in my head sing "No one really needs me"

So fragile to the point where if she say that she don't love me, my heart bleeds

Fix it, break it, kill me, slowly

Take me to hell already

I'm dreaming of her holding me

I'm sinking in her greatness, hope she keeps me

I don't think I'm ok anymore

As I take these pills and lie on the floor

The time passes by, now someone's at my door

They're telling me "Please answer the door, the phone"

"Let someone know that you're at home"

But I'd rather be high and alone

Cuz I don't wanna live in this cold world anymore