LEAVING (Jun 14 2022) Lyrics

I've thought about leaving

Every time I step foot in the room they retreating

Fell in love but she ain't for keeping

So I, I thought about leaving

Leaving my city, make big hits like Biggie

And leave my hometown faster than a quickie

But don't worry family I'll be home quickly, I know you miss me

Say goodbye to my girl she kiss me

This is just a goodbye for now

Soon I'll be back in town

But I got business to do

Only way I can afford this big crib and expensive shoes

Big hits but money still fade, it give me expensive blues and I don't mean to be rude

But swear, half of y'all don't try as hard as I do

If so, there's only a few, but i'm still out here to make moves

This still the first take, no take two

Give them something to spend, and they take two

Walk into the building and they make room

But something they've known to do

Lonely as I'll ever be, I'm stuck in a solitude

I spit these raps then go and play it back and say it's true

Y'all only wanna hear the good news

But in terms of that there's only few

Bad news something no one wanna hear

Write my love letter, "I miss you dear"

Been complicating on my fears, same with my dreams

Dreams to make it from rags to riches

They hear what I'm saying, but everything they missing

Flee to the East, I'm on a mission

Old beef I squish I tell 'em I forgive them

No reason to keep beef like we children

I see my name on the walls but it's written in blood

Devil in my presence but god still watching from above

Money, I ain't ever had enough

But I got fears to lose it

Fears of it leaving

The most important things to me I'm needing

Why y'all just stand and watch me as I'm bleeding?

Thought you were the only ones I could be keeping

Shit, I guess not

Who do I call when the block get hot?

Round the corner shots pop, bodies drop

No one by my side, it happen a lot

They ain't aim for my waist they shoot for the top

And they gonna steady spray til' a body flop

Or til' they hear the cops

Thought you were the one

You the one claiming with me you want a son

Now I'm leaving I'm on the run

And you upset me but you saying I'm wrong