Suicidal Twin Kills Brother By Mistake Lyrics

So what

Say what you're thinking

Tell me

Have you been drinking again

In your room

On your own

In your bed

On your phone and

I know how hard it is

To swallow all the pain you've lived

As long as you can remember

It doesn't ever get better than this

There's no use convincing

A storm-battered ship to sail after sinking

Frigid thoughts shower faster and faster

I'll never last one more night in my head

I'm broken, I'm stupid

I'm selfish and here's how I'll prove it

I'm grateful, I mean it

I just can't keep on repeating mistakes

The hours I've wasted

The love I have tasted

Tired and faceless

Forget what my name is in time

I'm so sure the best is behind

Why kid myself

I'm so far beyond help

So leave me to die

Fuck all your excuses

I'm gone 'cause the truth is

We suffer, recover

And stay for each other

All that we've been through

Love hurts if it has to

If tears cannot reach you

I'll never forget you