Rip Off The Pages Lyrics

I've cut myself just for you to notice me

I used to dance, now it's just a memory

They scream 'what a stupid waste of time

These two lied to each other too many nights'

Yeah

I knew all your favorite songs

I dedicated to you a lot of my own

I think I'm pissing off my friends when I'm bringing you up again

What a legacy to leave, illegal fantasies I'm living in

And I rip off the pages from my scribbled diary

With stories of my coming of ages to the moment that you left me here

To die alone, to rust and to cover in mold

What a stupid waste of time, you and I

I used to like the rain that was pouring over us

We were happy once, now I'm tremoring, getting drunk in the club

Don't you think that if something went completely different, we could've worked it out

Memories do feel like weapons, pointed at me, they still shout

I rip off the pages from my scribbled diary

With stories of the long gone angels and the moment that you stole them from me

When you ran alone, left me to rust and to cover in mold

What a stupid waste of time, you and I

Now I'm pacing on my own

Memorising all we were

I try to hold to you no grudge

But it's hard cause you're still the one that I want

I step on up the same mistakes

I'll be stupid enough to believe you've changed

These thirty months that I've wasted in vain

Consider them the gift for my stolen grace

But now it's just a memory

Buried deep inside of me