Descent into Madness Lyrics

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I'm having conversations with money

I'm blocking all the numbers of honeys Cut out all those who ain't for me

Mental beyond repair, irreconcilable differences

I always been limited

My confidence, I diminished it

My happiness, I finished it

I'd kill to have another shot or at least to have a small glimpse of it

I hurt myself for the thrill of it

Conclusion, I'm irrelevant

I'm descending descending descending descending descending

I'm falling down, no one around so I pause and then I

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Cuts on my arm but I don't give a damn

Stray from the course, I don't need a fucking plan

Walk everyday through crowds of people not one man knows who I am

Not one man I can call my friend

Man, you don't know what I do for a living

You want pity?

We're past forgiving

Mind frame is beyond crippling

"Open that bible, turn to page eight," or whatever the hell my mama said

Mama can't feed me when I been fed

Give me a coloring book instead

I love God, but that religious shit makes me want to go and turn my head

Lead a charge with a pencil lead

I'm the greatness mama bread

My mental health so fucked up

I wish I had a gun tucked up

I'm running out, I lucked up

I wanna die, man so what?

You ain't never walked in my shoes

You ain't never had you a screw loose

You ain't never had to bury a dad who popped up like Mr. Who

Or so I thought

What's that about?

Quiet won't cut it, give me a shout

Plagued by all of my self-doubt

I don't give a fuck about having clout

I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling down man what's happening?

Remedy what I'm lacking

I'm collapsing

Man, what's happening?

I'm crazy man, so coco loco

Spitting that fire from mí la boca

Violent tendencies, I might choke her

Walk around, chip on my shoulder

Got me a beam from CLT

There ain't no girl in my backseat

I still ain't put that shit to use, I wonder if it can even scream

Pinky rings and plain white tees, having a bitch, that shit is a dream

That shit so cringe, I rather binge a show

Disney plus, Pinocchio

Welcome to my humble abode

A crazy mind's what I call home

I'm gone

Back back back, I'm back again

Did I mention I have zero friends?

Queue the music and put on my shit, because I got zero guidance

Y'all need compassion for confessions

All I need is an antidepressant

They call this rap shit a blessing, it just adds to all my stressing

All I think about is cream, I must have purées on my mind

About damn time that I get mine, because in a cell I was confined

Experienced that?

I think not

You talk about it, never taught

I won't ever go back to that shit, some "three hots and a cot"

Man

That shit is ass

I cut class when I think there's no hope I'll pass

Smoking grass

Who? not I

Won't even catch me round outside

Full of pain, not full of lies, you full of shit, attracting flies, bye

Double back, I'm nice with it

Go motherfucker try to play with it

Left my ass, and I didn't chase, she for the streets so why stay with it?

Go pump your breasts, don't pump my breaks

With a bitch I'll never procreate

You got supplies so go and bake

High stakes, but got no hate

I'm having conversations with money I'm blocking all the numbers of honeys

Cut out all those who ain't for me

Mental beyond repair, irreconcilable differences

I always been limited

My confidence, I diminished it

My happiness, I finished it

I'd kill to have another shot or at least to have a small glimpse of it

I hurt myself for the thrill of it

Conclusion, I'm irrelevant

I'm descending descending descending descending descending

I'm falling down, no one around so I pause and then I

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