FEBRUARY Lyrics

I'm getting really tired I rap about the same shit

I rap about my own life these rappers think I'm basic

I put on my Columbia i smoke out i get face shit

Just cuz I'm zoned out don't mean you won't get face lift

Please don't test me you know i hold this thirty eight

I'm tripping about some fuck shit that happened to me yesterday

I try not remember about that shit so I smoke a jay

Ain't been home in a week my sister ask if I'm okay

All the dirt I did i will not see the heaven gates

I know my brothers watching from the sky they hope I escape

I'm taking trips to VA to Maryland state to state

i'll probably end up dead surrounded by some yellow tape

There's no place like home Virginia I miss you bae

Yes you've brought me lots of joy but i felt way more pain

You wonder if I'll ever come home are you gonna wait

I need to cool off I'm in the city on a different pace

Lying and we argue you be lying and i believe

A lot of my idols died from a bullet so i grieve

We're stuck in the same old cycle can't you see?

The more I think about it virginia baby i want to leave

Our memories i got are old and i know there fading

I think i seen my big brother at that train station

I went to hug you bro I miss you I ain't playing

When i approached you disappeared

hallucinating

When my momma said what happened I was really shaking

It's another nightmare my heart's fucking racing

When i see some train tracks i feel my heart breaking

When i die i know you'll catch me I know you're waiting

Until we meet again i just want to make you proud

I be playing you my music i be maxing out

When i sit next to your stone i hope you hear the sound

I'm reminiscing all the times we'd be hanging out

We'd be playing on the wii kick soccer balls

My father was passed out drunk sitting in that fucking hall

You never ever judged me you told me brodie stand tall

And if somebody tests you fuck em up and brawl

February hurts my soul it's been a couple years

Countless months countless days countless tears

One day they'll wake up and i'll disappear

Our reunion's a day closer it's getting near

Oh oh How could you leave me?

Oh oh you hear me?

Oh oh I'm screaming

Oh oh believe me