With Him Lyrics

I'm only waiting cause I want to

It's only raining if your shoes are wet

It's only painful if it gets to you

It's never practical to be upset

But I am, and that's okay

Cause you're with another man today

I can't be laissez-faire with you right there with him

I never wanted you to see me weak

I wouldn't have the nerve to speak my mind

You wouldn't notice if my face turned red

You wouldn't notice I was dead

But I am, and that's okay

Cause you're with another man today

You'll never know I'm gone as you go on with him

Go on, make a little dream house for your life

Remember all the times we planned for all our little secrets

Now I guess they're yours to keep if you remember them at all

You're only crying cause you have to

You're only crying so they think you really care

It's never painful, never gets to you

It's just another spirit in the air

But I'm not, I'm not okay

The hell I've forged is burning and the ground is scalding hotter by the day on Satan's throne

As you go home with him