Sincerely, Me Lyrics

Let's take a second for sincerity

I know were kind of used to moving

Like things don't be affecting me

But I'm nothing more than a man

Who simply wants for once

For life to go according to plan

They all looking like he got it

But inside I'm really dying

I be crying, and I don't know why

But I'm screaming inside

Even when I carry on

A smiling facade

Yeah, it's really bizarre

That depression getting comfortable

Looks like it's staying for a while

So we getting well acquainted

And it gave me a present

It was a painting of my pain

It was me inside my head

Incarcerated with my demons

Because I made my own bed

And I sleep in my own prison

And I know I got plenty to give

But I won't take my own wisdom

They all come to me for advice

And me, I just reach for a vice

It's easier than being vulnerable

Looking into your eyes

Besides, you have your own worries

I'm not giving you mine

I'll just face it and embrace it

Tuck it into my K-Swiss

Lace them and keep on pacing

Until it drive me crazy

And I have to chug a gallon

Until I'm hazy, but can you blame me

We come from generation of men

Who look down on being broken

And expressing what you feeling

Used to ignoring all they problems

And never really dealing

With the trauma they developed

As young children

Instead I'll just focus on

Breaking through a million

Keep aiming at sky

Y'all keep putting up a ceiling

Nothing worse than sitting stagnant

Cause them thoughts become intrusive

And the money become useless

I will never judge you

I would never abuse you

I got hell of baggage like we was camping

So I tend to be a little understanding

And today Gomez told me

I was fucking crazy

That was in comparison to Wednesday

Nothing about me basic

I'm not talking Adams

See Gomez is my therapist

And I just saw her Thursday

And she never called me crazy

That was my self-conscious

And our talks are real cathartic

But I still I find myself out conversing

With the monsters

Wondering where we went of course

And of course I'll always be the answer

I'm the beginning and the end to all my problems

I also I know death has everybody's number

I just hope that it don't call it

But you know I keep it gutter

Got a pair of slugs in a double barrel

In case the reaper come on knocking prematurely

And it's still fuck anyone against me

There I said it

If the shoe fits , then motherfucker wear it

I'm so done with always caring

But sometimes life be get a little scary

And I'm atheist

So I'm not even banking on God

To give me my credit

Plus I'm a sinner so I'm probably indebted

But I get it

I'll fuck around and scheme way my to heaven

If it means releasing my depression