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I try to numb my soul with

Meds I don't wanna cope with

I've had my lowest moments

But I keep both eyes open

Down on my chain links

Bad with my main thing

Bad with the same thing that made me feel amazing

Back when I felt bad for no reason y'all tried to shame me

Reason I keep my mouth shut y'all always wanna play me

While my heart starts thumping

Reason that I'm upset

I ain't got no reason it blows mine and I ain't done yet

What y'all know about that?

Clearly not enough yet

I'll keep it pushing I'm moving you believe you correct

Talking about y'all hate me

Y'all labels just wanna play me

Disgusting my feelings ugly y'all lucky I'm moving safely

Staying by my doley I don't want no one to save me

I'm a subject, I'm bipolar, that don't mean that I am crazy

So watch how y'all come to shame me

Keep it direct

Cause I don't hide about my feelings I say it with my chest

I don't run away from nothing I just deal with the stress

And to be honest I can deal with it better than the rest

I keep it moving on my own days

Yeah, yeah

Don't be talking like you know me

Oh no

And these demons always hold me

Say no

Cutting ties with the homies

Lay low

That don't mean that I would hate you

Nah

I'm just working on my thing

Trying to keep it low key

Don't need no one to hold me

Though this pressure folds me

Keep it moving slowly

Finding it slowly hard to breathe

And maybe I don't wanna believe

That I can

I can

I can

Let you know

I try to numb my soul with

Meds I don't wanna cope with

I've had my lowest moments

But I keep both eyes open

I try to numb my soul with

Meds I don't wanna cope with

I've had my lowest moments

But I keep both eyes open

Slowly in denial swerving all my meds I'm out of here yeah

Feeling like a zombie slowly walking out of there yeah

Boy I'm pretty numb

Boy I'm pretty done

High as fu-

Talk your shit

While I really run

Boy this ain't no silly stunt

I ain't playing no games

Got me deep in my bag no groceries

Boutta blow my brains out like Cobain

If life is bliss then why don't you show me?

I don't know what I'd say to you

Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye

Wanna put the blame on you

But, Uh, Uh, Uh

I can never blame you

I can never save you

I can never tame you

(Finding it slowly hard to breathe)

(And maybe I don't wanna be-)

I try to numb my soul with

Meds I don't wanna cope with

I've had my lowest moments

But I keep both eyes open

I try to numb my soul with

Meds I don't wanna cope with

I've had my lowest moments

But I keep both eyes open