back2blonde Lyrics

It's been a month since you died

And everyone's locked in the you they'll remember

I'm in a permanent cry

An ice age reigns my terrain forever

Doing all i can to see you

In more than pictures on the wall

I'm going back to blonde

Platinum, just like you were

So i can see you once more

In ponds and mirrors

They're all afraid to ask how i am

So they tell themselves they already know

And i wear your necklace now

Underneath all of my clothes

Doing all i can to feel you

In more than just my dreams

I'm going back to blonde

Platinum just like you were

So i can see you once more

In ponds and mirrors

I'm going back to blonde

Platinum just like you were

So i can see you once more

In ponds and mirrors

Now i have to stroll through life with no floor

Clinging to strands to not fall entirely

But my adolescence with your unending love

Would be for nothing if it didn't guide me

It's hard to feel gratitude at a time like this

When you never got the life you deserved

These days, your memory's priceless

And i cherish it, ensuring it's preserved

Love you mom