In My Head Lyrics

Hey

In case nobody's asked you this today

Are you okay?

I'm fine

Are you really fine?

Uh, I don't know

I've been

Watching

All these thoughts that are in my head

Wondering

Waiting

Will it all come to an end?

All my life

Yeah

Life is a game

That everyone plays

And it's the same

You work through the days

Just to get paid

And try and save

Every penny you make

So that on Friday

You can drink and drink and drink and drink

And drink the whole weekend away

And I felt this concept was flawed

And I found it wrong

See honestly that's what I thought

So I didn't open a bottle

Or touch alcohol

I stayed far away from it all

Till I reached an age

Where I would be safe

From falling and getting a bit too addicted

And downing a bottle a day

Where I needed drinks

To stay alive

Or to stay alright

Or to say a hi

To the cute girl that I kinda liked with the beautiful smile and eyes

I didn't wanna be the kinda guy

That was constantly chasing the high

I did everything sober inside of my mind

No peer pressure these values were mine

And I'm filled with pride

I'm not dependant on wine

To have a conversation with friends

At dinner at night

So alcohol isn't my problem

I got a problem that's worse

And it really hurts

Well you could call it a problem

I'm gonna call it a curse

I've been doubting myself

I'm not proud of myself

Even when I do well

I look down on myself

I told my therapist what I've been feeling

She said for this there aren't any meds

It doesn't make sense

I need the help

Broke up with my ex while deeply in love and I told her that she deserved better

The truth is we're perfect but I don't feel worth it I guess that is why it upset her

I'll never find peace if I keep putting sheets between me and the people that matter

I know that I'll get it one day but I'm scared that I'll get it too late

And I think that I'm better off praying

Everyday when I'm

It's 4 o'clock and I've lost my top

And I've lost my thoughts

And I forgot the plot

And I'm waiting for just all of y'all

To be appalled by all the words on this song

I told you that this is my therapy

This is just how I feel

That is the truth

I'm way too cynical every week

Critical mentally

Of all that I do

Being dependent is something I'll never be

Won't go to extremities

Nothing related to booze or drugs can never ever be my remedy

I gotta stick to my values

And work on the way that I chat to

Myself in the mirror when I look into my eyes

I'll be back soon

I've been

Watching

All these thoughts that are in my head

Wondering

Waiting

Will it all come to an end?

All my life

Everyone struggles

That's part of the game

But with every challenge there is

There is also a chance to gain

We don't need bottles to be numbing the pain

We need each other to talk and help support through every day

Yeah I'm doubting myself

And I've found me some help

And this is my vow that I will work hard to get out of this mess

Now you do the same

You don't need an escape

Cuz whatever we face from hear on today

As long as we do it together

I promise you we'll find a way