Rum and Hide Lyrics

I gotta reach it

Cus I can't seem to hold a conversation without it

A character counterfeit

I know that I don't need it

But every time it lands on my tongue

I get a little bit more fun

Don't you say

Your validation

Is just enough to get me through another Candace party

A part of me hates the way I talk

And so I leave it with all the other me's that I've repressed

Am I too hard to digest

I guess the only option for me is to

Rum and hide

I'm about to commit social suicide

Message me when it's all over

I don't know why

It gets harder every time and

On and on I wanna say it

But for now, I'll take my rum and hide

I didn't mean it

To come off just a little bit defeated

You guys just make it look so fucking easy Without it

Effortlessly fitting with everyone

That's why I need it

But just enough to forget all my flaws

Put the whole damn world on pause

Cause the only thing I'd rather do is...

Rum and hide

I'm about to commit social suicide

Message me when it's all over

I don't know why

It gets harder every time and

On and on I wanna say it

But for now, I'll take my rum and hide