This War Lyrics

When I'm happy I feel lost

Without the pain then what's the cost

What's the cost

I feel uneasy in the breaks

I force my fear to take its shape

Oh it takes shape

I find it easier to think when I'm alone

But what goes on when I just don't come home

I'm getting sleepier, I think that I should go

So I can spend my night hating my own bones

My own bones

This war that I'm waging

It's all in my brain and

This pain keeps replaying

On and on again, on and on again

This war that I'm waging

It's all in my brain and

This pain keeps replaying

On and on again, on and on again

Again, again, again

I feel the shadows gripping me

It's like I'm stuck in memories

Memories

I wanna be just like the rest

I try to smile, I try my best

But what's my best

Every time I build it burns down again

So what's the point when it always ends

Time is standing still and I got the bends

Think this is goodbye my dear friends

My dear friends

This war that I'm waging

It's all in my brain and

This pain keeps replaying

On and on again, on and on again

This war that I'm waging

It's all in my brain and

This pain keeps replaying

On and on again, on and on again

Again, again, again, again