UNDERWATER Lyrics

I'm losing my patience

I'm cold and complaisant

You can't find the time so just make up your mind

I tell myself

At least three times a day

I look in the mirror

Don't know who's staring back

Little me would be so disappointed

At how we turned out

Cause once in a while I look to the stars and I pray to god

I haven't lost my

Sense of direction

A little one needs me now

His innocence floods my mind

My envy weighs heavy

Always so anxious

And regret

My actions

Always so afraid

To say what I'm feeling

Drowning myself in my own fears

I'm wasting away

In what they think of me

Wish I could see me

How I wanna be

Does it ever cross your mind

How it would feel

Does it ever

Cross your mind

How it would feel

To not be like this

Underwater where I reside

I drown myself in my own fears

On the brink of

Losing sleep and time

Can't choose my battles

Even if I try

On the shoreline

I don't feel so fine

I'm alone in this

Drowning myself in my own fears

I'm wasting away

In what they think of me

Wish I could see me

How I wanna be

Does it ever cross your mind

How it would feel

Does it ever

Cross your mind

How it would feel

To not be like this

Underwater where I reside

I drown myself in my own fears

Drowning myself in my own fears

I'm wasting away

In what they think of me

(Does it ever cross your mind how it would feel)

On the surface

Will I cross your mind

Can you see my face

And see me fight