Bad Night ft. KAALM & Indigo IO Lyrics

Today I got molested

Had to beg daddy not to shower me with blessings

It was Golden with whipped cream

My screams would only end me

So chuga chuga choo the Train leaves

Into my throat

Sang a sour note

Said we’ll get over this

A sour patch

Just needed practice

He didn’t do me no wrong just made me drink from his chalice

My palace like London Bridges

My temple was ransacked

Ran amuck into secret places

My sanity intact

No Santa Claus to bring back my gift of innocence

No time machine to go back to when I was...

A virgin

When you get raped nobody asks if you feel safe

Nobody notice the heart change, you outta place

They just assume that life is good cuz the smile on your face

Made a disgrace while fakes eat of your plate

Done made them uncomfortable was the same in the first place

Dropping friends like bad grades

Family think only A I see is AIDS

You wouldn’t have been booty tickled if you wasn’t so gay

Yeah...

You didn’t really want it but you got it

If you looked ugly they would diss you

Some think you are but still kiss you

Uh, ain’t that an issue?

Know you don’t deserve it but you do

Know you don’t deserve it but you do

Think you don’t deserve it but you do

Think you don’t deserve it but you do

Split my psyche in two to erase the damage…

Didn’t think it would affect us both

No band-aids for broken feelings right?

Thanks for getting me through the night

Love, Jordan