eighteen Lyrics

I'm about to turn Eighteen

I don't know why I'm insecure now

My body fucking hates me

Really wants me to cut myself all down

I'm losing my head

I been rolling in my bed

I just wants some fucking sleep

My skins crawling in rejection of my chest

I just wanted to fucking scream

So look at me now

Look at me now

Imma be myself

Finally myself

I tried to hide

Keep it in keep it in

But I'm almost Eighteen

I wanna live

In my skin

Will they accept me now

Cause I cant stand reflections of myself

Will they cut my out

Cause I'm tryna live my life as myself

Tired of taking photos

And blurring my face wishing i was the girl on the left

Every time I think these words

I mutter kms and hide within my mask

I'm losing my head

I been rolling in my bed

I just wants some fucking sleep

My skins crawling in rejection of my chest

I just wanted to fucking scream

So look at me now

Look at me now

Imma be myself

Finally myself

I tried to hide

Keep it in keep it in

But I'm almost Eighteen

I wanna live

In my skin

I'm okay now

I'm okay now

I'm okay now

With being myself

Will they accept me now

Will they

Will they

Mmm will they

Will they accept me now