I'm Sorry I loved U Lyrics

Yo, let me rip away the mask

No fucking hashtags

Just a backlash at myself

For the hell that swelled up in my throat

Choked out all the life that resided in my

Eyes, your lies, cheap alibis, your spineless

Sorry your highness

But when you left the drugs took me the highest

Love spells you redefined, I was blinded

Binded by this sharp knife that you guided

Reminds me of your kindness

But i'm not dying in this strife tonight

I've tried to keep quiet, but still i'm reminded

Of that night you left me there crying,

Like fuck, How could you let him inside

No one will understand the pain you ignited

But at least i'm trying,

Been tying up the loose ends,

How dare you say we can still be friends

Amends, run that again

You used me up and then threw me away

When I didn't fit your trend,

There was no dignity or self respect

So I know what the fuck it really meant

So go ahead and fucking die

Please just fucking close

Your eyes for the last time

And I'm sorry I loved you

I'm sorry I loved you

I'm sorry I love you

And It's been what like ten years

And still tears appear

These fears to keep you near and dear,

Leer In the back of my subconscious

In hopes you might hear

My plea and see the reasons why I still scream

You've no idea what the fuck you meant to me

Now you're fucking dead to me

Dreaded lost at sea, still you seep

Into every fucking dream,

Ripping my sanity through the seams

It seems I can no longer get any peaceful sleep

As long as you still live and breathe

I still keep that piece of you, you no longer need

And fuck the audiance that you deceived

Had them believing i'm the one that left you there to bleed

But pull back the sleeves to reveal the real scene

Oh geez

go ahead and tell me again

About the blade that cut so deep

And while you're at it tell them the real reason

We no longer fucking speak

So go ahead and fucking die

Please just fucking close

Your eyes for the last time

And I'm sorry I loved you

I'm sorry I loved you

I'm sorry I love you

Girl you're all that I despise

You stabbed me in the back

But no tact to end my life

And I'm sorry I loved you

I'm sorry I loved you

I'm sorry I love you