Heart Full of Pain Lyrics

My day 1 lost his lil homie that shit fucked him up

And I just met lil bro last week he showed me hella love

I have been around the realest niggas

Smoking toting guns

The only way I cope with pain

Is Filling up on drugs

I stop the perky

But I'm smoking till I have no lungs

They say the good times coming soon

But the bad time just begun

I'm tired of seeing mommas crying cause they lost they son

I'm tired of seeing niggas vanish before they life begun

And every night I sleep and dream I see police sirens

And every morning I see a tweet or post somebody dying

This 2020 shit been trash

So numb I stopped crying

And All these feelings and emotions

Showing I can't hide it

They see the fire in my eyes

Those be the demons

That i'm fighting when I pop them pills

Then hit the highway speeding

I been trying to figure out what's real

But lately, i been tweaking

Cause it seems like every path I take someone close gets deleted

This shit been fucking with heart

Have trouble breathing

When I reminisce of old times with the bros I get to wheezing

Can think back at the times was rolling up and endless chief-in

Asking god why he takes ya from me

But I still ain't get a reason

And I can't lose anymore homies

I'm tired of buying diamonds

& every day I need bout fifty or imma die out trying

Gotta put my all into this shit no I ain't fucking lying

Gotta keep an eye out for snakes and watch out for the sirens

They see my pain so I brought diamonds

Just to help me blind em

I keep my hitter right beside me

Wish a nigga try em

The way we run up all them racks

We keep these nigga sighing

Have them throwing dirt all on my name

We know them niggas lying

They ask for sauce cause Benji got it

They need the right guidance

And please don't hop up in my whip if u is not riding

No you can't fold up on a mission

When we opp sliding

Catch them late night hop out the car

No we is not hiding

We want the war

I get a rush when I hear shot firing

My brody called and said we scored

That mean the opps dying

And we been up just check the score

So pussy stop trying

Spinning back to back with the straps no we won't stop firing

I been stuck in hole bitch

I'm tired of losing homies

Ima let off this whole clip

My niggas they riding for me and my hitters gon' off shit

We applying the pressure on em

Swear these niggas ain't on shit

I been stuck in hole bitch

I'm tired of losing homies

Ima let off this whole clip

My niggas they riding for me and my hitters gon' off shit

We applying the pressure on em

Swear these niggas ain't on shit