själen själv (after all this time) Lyrics

You're still in my dreams

You're still a part of me

I try to personify the voices

It makes them easier to deal with

But I still hear you speaking

I still hear you screaming you love me

What kind of person screams their love like that?

What kind of person shows their love like that?

I still feel incomplete

I still feel entirely weak

You said I worked out so I wouldn't be a victim

I hate that you knew just how I was thinking

I hate you were right about everything

I hate you, I hate you, and that's why I love you

We haven't spoken in years but you're still here

We haven't spoken in years but you're right here

We haven't spoken in years but you're still here with me

I pray every day so that I can let go

And cling to something more eternal

Something tells me that I'll never know

What it feels like to be whole

I hate you I hate you and that's why I love you

After all this time there's still nothing left that's mine