One Day I'll Be Older Lyrics

Hit my limits

With your gimme gimmick

Like give me a minute

Yeah let me finish

Ten toes down no intermission

Sick of the compliment fishing

Listen

Key in ignition

Switching positions

I bring the heat to the kitchen

I got drive no it's not pride

Cause though I'm alive

My, brother isn't

Not just him I've been missing

I miss who I was

Days gone cold still out in the sun

Rain clouds above

Pins and needles

My hands gone numb

How my, mind feels

Like a minefield

Working on me

Like an anvil

Heart feel like an empty anthill

Grief keeps me, at a standstill

I'm a nobody a nose bleed

To those nosey

Trauma dumping he OD'd

Life owes me

He got clean

Then relapsed and died

Weight on my shoulders

Lot on my mind

One day I'll be older

Than my brother who's older

Yeah

One day I'll be older

Than my brother who's older

Heart breaks for the one

Who looked to my mom and told her

She lost a son

My dad and mom are soldiers

A pain time can't numb

I try my best but I fuck up

I fall down still I get up

Yeah

I admit I give in

Surviving ain't thriving

And this isn't living

I Knew it you're not even listening

Who blew it you got to be kidding

This music

Have I out grown it or

Has it out grown me

How will I cope growing

Knowing you won't

Show me the ropes

Slowly your voice erodes

From memory

This is your story

Passed centuries

Here's how it goes

Written in stone oh

All of your woes

Nobody will know

Feet in the snow

The freezing cold

The light that you held

I'll hold

Trying my best

Or so that I'm told

Dying to rest

But I'll never fold

If good die young

What does it mean to be

Growing old

I'm a nobody a nose bleed

To those nosey

Trauma dumping he OD'd

Life owes me

He got clean

Then relapsed and died

Weight on my shoulders

Lot on my mind

One day I'll be older

Than my brother who's older