Imminent Lyrics

It's days like this where I don't want no one approaching me

Leave me alone man I just wanna buy some groceries

Lost inside my thoughts tryna write some poetry

I take a knee start to pray grab my rosary

Beads of sweat man I know I'm a mess

Do I want this career because I feel like I've guessed

Everysingle path of the journey and ended up in distress?

My beacon of hope it is failing and my sanity's next

Who am I, Who am I?

They all ask, who are you?

I reply, just a guy

Tryna find a peace of mind

Let me know, if it comes through yeah

Who am I, who am I?

I dunno just arrived

Let me decide yeah

Who am I, who am I?

Maybe one day I will find out why

I got pain inside

Feeling lost I can't find my way

Searching for that mindset to change

Everytime I write it feels the same

Working, not hard enough to obtain

Recognition I want, it's strange

Old me wouldn't like me these days

Still driven but not aiming straight

Feeling like I'm stuck in a cage

What will you gonna do when the thoughts you hate change you?

Will you ever stand up put a knife to it's throat be a man they say

I don't know what that means but I'm not gonna give up hope

It's easy to see those lows

Then you get involved with the drama that becomes karma

Then it gets harder cause the finish lines farther away

I just wanna have a song that resonates

With people, maybe have it on replay

Then again everyone calls it early days

Staying up all night try find a rhyme that's great

I never find anything with weight

I bang my head until it aches

Scream and shout till I finally fall asleep and it fades away

For forty days and nights

I travelled through my mind

Didn't like what I had to find

Now I see the path I'm on that leads to my final demise yeah

Feeling convicted little bit distant

Fall to addiction tormented by the things that you wanna have in life

Walk away from God cause I'm not that Christian

Don't wanna listen

You wanna tell God it's not your business

That's why I'm lost

I push him away and seek recognition

Is it good, is it right?

Already know, already made your mind

But inside your heart beats no

And deep down you know where to go

Take a stand for something

If you don't do that then you ain't worth nothing

I wanna look back I wanna be proud

I wanna say man did it myself

Running towards the danger

Something many never do I'm too crazy

Like that ever since a baby

In my toddler shoes cause none could tame me

I ain't changing

My parents tell me why aren't you ageing?

Done explaining some things are better left alone to me

Cause I see my dream and how it's shaping

If you're not onboard, why you here?

Don't like my stuff don't care

I'm aware I get compared

How many people you know can kill it like me?

How many people you know can make a beat for a symphony?

Who is the man? Man it is me

Not tryna boast It's time to see

I am the one aiming the gun making these beats boom

I'm moving at light speed

I got buzz on my phone man it's likely

Wanna offer me a deal I politely

Tell em nicely it unlikely that you're ever gonna get a deal with me

Be real with me none of you appeal to me

You feeling me? woo

Man I didn't think so

By the way you keep forgetting what I say

So leave me alone