Up for Days Lyrics

I don't trust these bitches

I ain't even misogynistic

Cause I don't trust these niggas either

Fuck bitches get money that's the procedure

Doing my best to avoid the reaper

Runnin so much I need a breather

Peep the stress from my facial features

I'mma rock the boat just like Aaliyah

People be making jaded forever I'm slighted

Takin for granted the love I provided

Thinkin my loyalty something entitled

And lately I'm ain't me and I lack excitement

What

Body and soul in misalignment

Internally fighting and causing a riot

I'm comfortable keeping it quiet

I been up for days

Overthinking constantly until overwhelmed

This mental stress is a different type of pain

I be sitting stiller than book on a shelf

Minding my business, don't want no company

Married to solitude keeps me in custody

Nothing's forgiven now of a Suddenly

People pretend that they like me and fuck with me

Value affinity richer than luxury

At the point where this liquor be numbing me

I been up for days

Haven't slept in weeks

I been up for days

Overthinking constantly until overwhelmed

This mental stress is a different type of pain

I be sitting stiller than book on a shelf

Don't touch me, sexually if you don't love me

I notice whenever I talk about money all of sudden she wanna fuck me

You can't even keep it discreet, wow, you think I'm a dummy

She thinks that I'm sweet like honey, reason I sip on the muddy

Fake love, real hate

Ill intentions, misadventures

fist clenches and extended tension

I hate you I love you

I stare in the glass forever conflicted

My flaws of course, I want a divorce

It is difficult for me to let go

Of evil rooted in complacency

A lack of agency from the get go

It's a lot on my plate, the main course

It's more than I can chew

I hit a wall there's no turning back

The only thing feasible is to break through

But this road takes a toll, on the mental

Considering shit that I been thru

It's all in the mind genjitsu, gotta fight thru it, jujitsu