sorry I changed Lyrics

I know I changed up

I don't know if ima ever get back, get back right how I used to be

Shit feel too different, shit feel too weird

But ima just keep going and try to stay focused

Yea, Im just sorry that I changed

Shit dont feel the same its a lot that's on my brain

I been trying to paint this picture for you but can't get it framed

Its a beast inside me but I still ain't get it tamed

And you know I'll never change on you for fame this from the pain

So I ain't switching

Promised myself to never fall victim

But this shit feel different

I been in here trying find out what's missing

I still can't figure it out

lately I been in here living in doubt

All alone intoxicated I been sipping it out

Hoping that something will float if I keep shipping it out

And that these thought will stay gone if I keep kicking them out

But they don't and n**** I ain't gone lie

I don't know what else to do but n**** I ain't gone cry

Thought I had you by my side but shit that was a lie

So did I change on you or was that shit the other way around?

I don't know what's going on lately I been feeling I'm losing it

So misunderstood even I'm confused with this

That's why Im hopping on these tracks I'm trying to get in tune with this

Im too myself this something that I don't need your approval with

I been way too worried bout they opinions

Then I realized they don't even care how I'm living

Thinking to myself like I shouldn't even care how they feeling

You got to do shit for yourself thats how you gone stay resilient

Sorry that I changed up

I got to say that to myself cuz I cant blame ya (I can't blame ya)

Been trying to paint these pictures but I still can't frame 'em

And yea these hoes for everyone so I don't entertain 'em (I don't entertain them)

Im just sorry that I changed, but you was always on my brain I tried to stay the same (I tried)

Every time I heard your name that shit was novocaine, you was numbing all my pain

The umbrella through the rain, you the flame to my propane

Im just sorry that I changed

Im just sorry that I changed (sorry that I changed)

Im just sorry that I changed up

Im just sorry that I changed

Sorry that I changed up

I'm just sorry that I changed up

I'm sorry that I changed up (I'm sorry)

Yea, Im just sorry that I changed (Sorry that I changed)

Shit dont feel the same its a lot that's on my brain

I been trying to paint this picture for you but can't get it framed

Its a beast inside me but I still ain't get it tamed

And you know I'll never change on you for fame this from the pain

I been doing everything I can to stay the same (I tried)

Tired of sipping alcohol to try and numb the pain (I'm tired)

Can't ride with it loaded 'cuz im bound to bust a brain

I been feeling violent, anger rising

And if I'm being honest scared to talk about it

I need a trip to Hawaii or maybe Bali

Where I can eat on some good steak and calamari

Or shit Santorini, with bitches in bikinis

Sipping on some Fiji and eating fava and seaweed

With a good bottle of wine we pouring Stella

I just hope you listen good 'cuz its something I gotta tell ya

Im just sorry that I changed up (Sorry that I changed up)

I got to say that to myself cuz I cant blame ya (I can't blame ya)

Been trying to paint these pictures but I still can't frame 'em

And yea these hoes for everyone so I don't entertain 'em (I don't entertain them)

Im just sorry that I changed, but you was always on my brain I tried to stay the same (I tried)

Every time I heard your name that shit was novocaine, you was numbing all my pain

The umbrella through the rain, you the flame to my propane