Nihilistic Daydream Lyrics

My heart still reaches for you

But I stay hidden behind the truth

Spend the whole day dreaming

Maybe it's time for some spring cleaning

Maybe just maybe

Oh my, grab a gun and shoot myself

Before it all began

Grab that gun from the shelf and put it in my mouth

I want to shoot myself right now

Put it in your mouth

What's it all about

Put it in your mouth

And end it right now

This is what makes me

Nihilistic daydream

It can't be unseen

So sad he's down

Settle down little bird

Settle down

Settle down

Settle down little bird

Grab that gun from the shelf

And put it in my mouth

What's it all about

End it right now

Cheap ride to heaven

How many pills

More than eleven

My heart a lonely racer

That's why I'm always wasted

Loaded

Went home to search and chase some ghosts

Cuz I can't cry no more

I don't feel no more

All the time it's just: Don't fall asleep

But I need to rest

Maybe now I know what it means to be depressed

I just want to be me

But you don't let me

That's what I'm saying