Saboteur Lyrics

I dont wanna be the saboteur

But my loyalty has often been a set back

Keep on thining i ahould ask for more

But in the same breath

I dont wanna regret that

I dont wanna be the saboteur

But my loyalty has often been a set back

Keep on thining i ahould ask for more

But in the same breath

I dont wanna regret that

My good intentions

Caterpillar in cacoon

So metamorphosis

Will not be coming soon

I might of forgot to mention

My aggressive attitude

I keep locked it within a box

But when I let it out it booms

I don't regret

The list of moves

That ive consumed

Throughout my journey

Been Burning from

Either end

But it really should

Be concerning

All the talent that

I bring to the table

Doesn't equate

To the money I've been earning

But I guess that's just the way

It goes

I dont wanna be the saboteur

But my loyalty has often been a set back

Keep on thining i ahould ask for more

But in the same breath

I dont wanna regret that

I dont wanna be the saboteur

But my loyalty has often been a set back

Keep on thining i ahould ask for more

But in the same breath

I dont wanna regret that

I bring myself up

Then im coming down

Like rain and snow

My pain it shows

When you

Break the stained glass windows

To my soul

A painted hole

Just to cover up the leakage

Try to barricade the demons

But again they tend to creep in

I've been sleeping

Staying stuck within my dreams

For just a moment

So I wouldn't have to

Deal with the reality

That close in

If I could just impose upon

Myself a better regimen

Then truly I could

Take back the controls

Within my head again

But for now

I'll tend to work myself to death

And go to bed again

The devils kicking back

And I just

Wish I never let em in

The venom in my brain

Has been leaking into veins

Been trying to leave me weakened

The reaper don't got a say

I hear it

I hear em calling me

Telling me how to change

But I can't get rid of part of me

And not expect to break