when i say it out loud, it all falls apart Lyrics

Oh

What's left in this rubble?

Pieces of me

Questions unanswered

Haunt me in my sleep

You'll tell me that nothing's even there

But I still feel their shadows

Their haunting in lairs

As they call

Oh

I can still smell their walls

The yellow chipped paint

And the feeling so clear, but the memories faint

I'm afraid of the answers, but I'm scared of the doubt

As this emptiness eats me from the inside out

Here lies this rubble

Foundations of me

Pieces unwanted

Parts left unseen

And I spend my life running

Just to avoid the pain

But the truth is I'm empty

And that hurts just the same

But I said that I was brave

Really thought that I was brave

The same rubble holds pieces of me

Scattered like ashes, washed by the rain

Holding my healing, drenched in the pain

Broken with beauty, standing with grace

Now I know that I am brave