blame you to cope Lyrics

I couldn't go blaming you no

Cuz I did what I did

But I blame you to cope

I won't shed no more tears

I ain't clean need the soap

I abuse with the beer

I abused with the hope

Don't expect you to cheer

But I expect you to know

That I love you I did

But I had to let go

If our love was sincere

Then my dear we would know

But its been six whole months of us

Begging for more from each other

No one gives in cuz we lack in the trust

Holding your hand only scared me because

You hurt me once and that once was enough

Like yea you could try but my walls they been up

I know that you tried but it feels like a dud

Like every high was a low cuz of us

The moment we'd steer was a moment of lust

When we were just stupid in love with our touch

And acting so tough only got me so far

I gave you enough and I left with a scar

Cuz you were the one I said back in the start

Now here I am sitting alone in my car

Interior different this change is bizarre

Not having you here you should be in my arms

Im saving you tears I don't mean to bring harm

But me and you both know the damage alarmed our mental

Know that these things they were confidential

Don't think your actions were accidental

So good at acting you called to vent too

Didn't think twice about all the messages sent

So much was said

You did it again

So then I gave in

The moment I did

I knew it was it

So let me admit

I know I showed our love on tight ropes

Four months high lows

Soon we'd be apart tho

Lets be honest

We could see it coming miles ago

Holding onto something only hurting baby let me go

Only you and I

Know what we've been through

Those stressful nights

The yelling in the room

Us both with pride

So there we go our love on tight rope

Save your lies tho

No more tries tho

Cuz if I'm being honest

I know what it takes to get back where we started

I tried to restart but its not what you wanted

To set a clean slate and move on from the moment

You kept going back knowing I would ignore it

October was tough and you know where I'm going

The day that I yelled

Yea we both know its foreign

I blame you to cope cuz its hard to let go

And I don't want to think about who gets to know

The person I loved

And the person I wrote all these songs in my notes

Every word that I wrote

Was hoping you'd write cuz I know that I won't

I started to type but deleted the quote

For now for me I'm letting you go

For now for me ill blame you to cope