How I Slowly Learn How to Hate You Lyrics

Some may call it disappointment

Trading in your girlfriend for a whore

Some may call it an enhancement

Because I feel motherfucking sore

Some may call it an enchantment

The everlasting drive to score

I don't want to live

Carry on in a life like this

And I don't want your love

But just a single kiss

Some may call it insanity

Trying to be and not at the same time

Some may call it gravity

Revolving around you 'till you're mine

Some may call me a maniac

Because after all I've got, I still try

I don't want to live

Carry on in a life like this

And I don't want your love

But just a single kiss

Fill the hole in my inner peace

with alcohol and anarchy

Just like you did with my self-esteem

Never pour your trust in family

Chained to mine, I seek for yours

The hand that picks me from the floor

This laugh that I learned to adore

A crossbow bolt right through my core

Jam up my heart and block my sensation

Etching my eyes 'till I can't see my salvation

Splatter my cock so I get visitation

Blow me away 'till I rain down on this nation

Cure my sickness with drugs and a fight

My mind spread out keeps me awake at night

One hell of a life, can't even get this allright

I'll never know cause the end is in sight

I don't want to live

Carry on in a life like this

And I don't want your love

But just a single kiss