What Have You Done? Lyrics

What do you do when your thoughts turn into pain

Abandon yourself or love your brain

It's all the same

They have to work together

To feel okay

Absorb the pain

And freeze the frame

For a few minuets a day

Just to free myself from the pain

Then you remind me

Nothings changed

I'm still the same as the last 517 days

I'm going insane

I stepped out of the house

Just to try to maintain

Some normality away from

The same mundane

Routine I always face

Then I'm stuck feeling out of place

When they wanna know why

I sign and stop the tears from rolling my eyes

I tried I tried I tried

I stayed alive and tried to thrive

But my mind goes into overdrive

Every time you wanna know how

What have you done to your leg

All the things I could've, would've said

But instead

I bow my head

And hope they hear me when I say

I get this question every single day

So I don't wanna talk about it

Or do I tell them that I'm sick of it

That it's hard to give

When you're unsure of what it even is

I tried I tried I stayed alive

And tried to survive

Whilst my music thrived

Confined my mind

Tuned into frequencies

Frequently

Needing serenity

In an ocean of doubt

These questions make me wanna

Scream and shout

You ain't entitled to an answer

Your questions are a cancer to me

Please be mindful how you're impacting me

There's more to what you see

So free me free me

From your ignorance

If you were me would you find it hard

To be polite or loose your patience

Maybe I'm drowning in the obligation

Fuck your questions

Give me blessings

Fuck your questions

Give me blessings