Alive Lyrics

You can see the fear in my eyes right now

Guess that's how I know that I'm alive right now

Every single night wonder how I'ma die

When I meet a woman is she ride or die

Always wonder if she'll be there by my side

Always feel conflicted like I can't decide

Lay awake at night sometimes I fantasize

About how life would be if I was up right now

(Yeah if I was up right now)

It's not that I wanna die I just don't wanna be alive

This world ain't the vibe I got no will to survive

Let my lungs stop breathing, let my heart stop beating

I'd rather rot six feet in before I keep on breathing

When life has lost all meaning how do I keep on seeming

Like everything is fine like everything is okay

When everything is crumbling how do I keep from numbing

Succumbing to the darkness within my mind

You can see the fear in my eyes right now

Guess that's how I know that I'm alive right now

Every single night wonder how I'ma die

When I meet a woman is she ride or die

Always wonder if she'll be there by my side

Always feel conflicted like I can't decide

Lay awake at night sometimes I fantasize

About how life would be if I was up right now

(Yeah if I was up right now)

It's not all the time that I feel like this It's not all the time that I feel useless

Just most the time that I feel like this I don't wanna live my life like this

Something's got to give I can't take more of this

Something's got to give or I'm gonna look to the abyss

One single song will make me start to reminisce

These are memories I don't wanna think about