ditch Lyrics

Good morning

We interrupt our program to bring you this important message

It's just shapes

But what a strange choice to have to make at the end of the night

Between all the information in the history of the world

Or the back of your eyelids, y'know

Infinity or oblivion

My intentions have always been golden

But my emotions left me to rot

Heart on my sleeve, so I'm told, I don't know

I still get all those intrusive thoughts

And I can't stop from hating myself

When it's a gamble just to get out of bed

I wanna prove that I can handle this

But I can't when I'm still locked in the shed

You said it's all in my head

I just wanted some peace

It never really mattered which

I'm starting to think I'd rather just

Lay down and be dead in a ditch

You can't save me now

I'm already too far gone

Please just don't get too attached

'Cause I won't be staying long

Head like a wildfire burning in the parking lot

I barely work and I feel worse because I cry a lot

I ditch myself and wonder why I'm feeling so damn lost

I guess I'll hide away and stare at all the things I'm not

And you can rub it in my face that I'm a broken mess

It's not my fault that I can't never seem to pass my tests

I leave my friends on read, I never fucking check my texts

But rest assured I'll pay it back with all of this duress

You said it's all in my head

I just wanted some peace

It never really mattered which

I'm starting to think I'd rather just

Head like a wildfire burning in the parking lot

Fuck my assumptions, I guess I don't really know what I've got

I ditch myself and wonder why I'm feeling so damn lost

If all I do is hide away and stare at things I'm not

And you can rub it in my face that I'm a broken mess

It's not my fault that I can't never seem to pass my tests

I leave my friends on read, I never fucking check my texts

But rest assured I'll pay it back with all of this duress

I just wanted some peace

It never really mattered which

I'm starting to think I'd rather just

Lay down and be dead in a ditch

You can't save me now

I'm already too far gone

Please just don't get too attached

'Cause I won't be staying long

You said it's all in my head