AP2 Lyrics

I used to feel like a diamond in the rough now I'm a diamond that's stuck

I used to have no confidence in myself now I got way to much

I felt abandoned for real

Taking drugs til it gave me chills

Now that I'm picking up

I ain't felt sick enough

I pop a X and I know that's it's true

I had to get it up

And you was wet enough

Forgot that the ex I was poppin was you

These demons hold me still

Tryna tell me god is not real

Suicide attempt since the last one

Ain't had a bitch since the last one

No communication sense the past one

2021 almost my last one

Or it almost was

God still ain't showed me no love

I lost my granny and that really hurt me

The house is gone and now you are too

I live with these memories

Some people ken to me

They my new enemies

Sad but its true

I miss my brother for real

Told my momma he'd have me killed

Uh uh

Alone is how I'm supposed to feel

No power going ghost fr

Long hours coast to coast fr

Please tell me how I'm supposed to live

Everyday is by myself

Abandoned but I love myself

Tweekeen never call for help

Perky left me overwhelmed

Took them same night as you

Difference is i pulled through

Daily think about you

I woke up why didn't you

Why didn't you share my fate

Why didn't I tell the jakes

I could provide clarity

To your momma and family

But then the plug would go to jail

And I can't be his next sell

I was hoping you would pull thru

Could never feel as abandoned as you

The world been so evil I wish this muthafucka would burn

I could stand back and peep it grinnin just wait for my turn

Extrovert turned introvert with everything that I learn

I'm gone stay out the way while I'm still showing concern

I can't blame everybody I'm in my own personal hell

The only thing stopping me is that nigga Tweekeen or death

God I'm not hearing you

Feeling like the only Holy Ghost is you

I used to feel so close to you

Now I'm not approaching you

I don't wanna be here

But unlike you ima be fair

I won't let you down

Look at my grandma man she sick I don't know how much time she got

I should be worried about her health I'm worried about the cops

I turn around and see my brothers they hanging out with opps

Love don't live here no more my communication stops

Look at my grandma man she sick I don't know how much time she got

I should be worried about her health I'm worried about the cops

I turn around and see my brothers they hanging out with opps

Love don't live here no more my communication stops