unknown futures Lyrics

Another habit to pick up, what a fucking life

I drink that shit till I hiccup, and then I refill the vice

It's like my whole life been rigged like It's rolling dice

Give me the snake eyes already, let them eat the mice

My eyes been feeling heavy, my heart the opposite

My brain never ready, re-up my confidence

Guzzle up a couple tallboys, that's my next meal

Feel like I got a small voice, wait till my chest heal

Common conversations of the inner self

Self-doubt and second guessing seem to really fit me well, whatever...

Every day I swear I'm getting better till'

I fall back on my ass, self-sabotage a guilty pleasure

Maybe all the pressure has been getting to me all along

"I gotta be the best, I have to show them they all wrong"

Family not friends to me, I see their smiles, so deceptive

My head my worst enemy, now lemme count another blessing

So tired all the time, what's the fucking deal?

My problems are my solutions, learn how to keep it real

Been diving in pollution, probably why I'm so toxic

Relapse to taking Oxy's, diluting my tears in the motherfucking process

Nearing 23, the fuck am I gonna be? Still don't know yet

Still smoking trees, puffin bleeze, hotboxing in my own head

I was born a little rough while others got four aces

Damn near a royal flush, I just really just need to face it

I was meant to clash the pavement and meant to crash and fall

So fuck my attainment, go ahead and have it all

I don't need it man, goals only make me insecure

Maybe ridding them is what I need to finally make me pure