coward ft. alkyl Lyrics

I been fucked up

Sippin' something better than pink

My lungs fog up

As my esophagus shrinks

You tell me another

Reason why I should up and leave

I'm still in love but

You starting to convince me

Again

Another seven hours

On FaceTime with you arguing my tongue is sour

I waste time with you but nothing I can do about it

Cause I'm scared to go live on my own the coward

I always wait

To see if it gets easier it never does

I can't ever say

What's on my mind you always take a offense to it

So why would I wanna stay?

You blame my mind but I'm tripping over all your guilt

When I looked inside hit me you were just the shit I felt

Then you drink till you said what you meant

Condescend me on call

Watch me fall want me gone

Until I'm dead

What the fuck do you mean by "us"?

Thought you said we were just dumb luck

Told me pack my stuff but I'll just leave it

Don't wanna see your face yeah, I don't need this

Again

Another seven hours

On FaceTime with you arguing my tongue is sour

I waste time with you but nothing I can do about it

Cause I'm scared to go live on my own the coward