ALCOHOL & WEED Lyrics

I take a drink and then I take another

The bottle goes back in the box

Why should I bleed for others?

No ones around it's just me

I look into myself

My ego tells me that I'm all I need

My logic tells me I should tell somebody

I feel like dying, fuck pity, I won't call nobody

Nobody shows like everybody tell it

Like everybody sell it

My blood's a pretty velvet

I

I've seen myself die like a million times

I hide it well, you've never peeped it in a million rhymes

And if you did, you never called after you'd seen the signs

So fuck you, I don't need nothing

Yeah, I'm doing fine, well alright

I keep it movin, it don't pay me

To sit around, with a little frown

"Poor me the world just hates me"

I gotta take action

These bills gotta get paid

My baby needs to eat and there's verses to be laid

I gotta say

Alcohol and weed's guaranteed to never leave

I roll that shit up

I light it then I breathe

My minds no longer clouded

I'm feeling like I'm free

But I'm wrong

This ain't doing shit for me

What will I be?

I wake up drunk

Still, my house is a mess

No kids, no pets, just a text to my ex

Now I'm stressed

We don't click

We just love when we sex

I'll admit, I ain't shit

My perceptions perplexed, sigh

My visions blurry

My minds gone

My heads hurting

Rage in a fury

My heart's cold

I let dirt in

I fucked my life up

Now death's flirting

Is that curtains?

I'm missing work

Now I feel worthless

Is that purpose?

What will I say to my kids

What will my kids say

When I got nothing to give

We had some good days

Will I know them fully

Will they know me

Time's always in a hurry

Everybody's dying slowly

We keep going

Live, love, laugh they say

Fuck bitches get cash they say

Get rich or die trying

Damn, my favorite uncle just passed away

If only I'd answered his call

I didn't do it, I was stressed

I should've, I feel like a piece of shit

Am I lying to myself? I'm depressed

I guess

Alcohol and weed's guaranteed to never leave

I roll that shit up

I light it then I breathe

My minds no longer clouded

I'm feeling like I'm free

But I'm wrong

This ain't doing shit for me

What will I be?

Gotta face my fears

I gotta fight my demons

I've shed too many tears

My inner child is screaming

I gotta get up go

This is too much to be dreaming

I keep swinging, I fall

Things ain't what they've been seeming