wake up Lyrics

I don't wanna wake up now

And I don't wanna wake up tomorrow

I just wanna leave this town

Ask me where I'm at and I don't know

I hate the way that I walk

And the way that I talk

And the way that I act

I'm just so sickening

Come here and kill me

And tell me how I'm not the best

I don't wanna wake up

And i'm saying i hate it

I'm just a bother

I be waking up and I'm wishin' that I could call her

You can tell anxiety killing me, not a talker

Leaning when I walk in the party I'm like a monster

I don't wanna do it but I think I gotta do it

So I'm gonna go and end my life right now

I be feeling stupid

When I'm walking I'm not moving

Swear to god I wanna die

Please let me down

Down, down

You're not around, around, around

So maybe Ima do it

Ima do it right now

I don't give a fuck I'm swerving traffic fuck a seatbelt

I be having visions in my head I'm bout to bleed out

But it's what I wanted so I guess I gotta sit down

And just let it all happen to me

No, I won't tell you when I'm gone but I got less than a week

A lot of people claim to love me but it's not how it seems

I don't wanna wake up

And i'm saying i hate it

I'm just a bother

I be waking up and I'm wishin' that I could call her

You can tell anxiety killing me, not a talker

Leaning when I walk in the party I'm like a monster

I don't wanna do it but I think I gotta do it

So I'm gonna go and end my life right now

I be feeling stupid

When I'm walking I'm not moving

Swear to god I wanna die

Please let me down